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currently playing : helpless when she smiles -bsb.

at the crossroads once again.
it happened last year and its happening again.
forcing me to make decisions.

not that im regreting the ones made the past yr entirely but if im given a chance to go back again, i wld like to see what happens if i chose the other route..hmmm

i lost the opportunity to be with the best last year and looks like history is going to repeat itself yet again... due to other commitments i was entirely off-ed form. and now, one month isn't going to bring it all back ... and besides im not even fully fit. (have been really slack from any forms of training)...although i dun really know when and how, im goin to make sure i will be there someday somehow.

ever wonder why all the major decisions u have to make pops up altogether at the same period of time, always forcing you to decide over the other and regret why u cant have both or ponder on the results if u have chosen the other. ? haaaha...well i guess that's just life and we have to deal with it...

was talking to sj (not sijun) about her probs, well she's just the same old her. haha i think i beginning to understand the old saying of - " u gotta accept ur friends just for who they're and not try to change them.".. we'll just have to forgive each other's shortcomings.
then again. humans are just soo complex, u will never ever get to know what's on their minds.
hahaa...

omg. i blogged quite frequently this week. hmmm i must be really bored or lazy to study. hahaaa